This is it!!

SPM 2009 starts today with Malay Language and History. After being in KUSESS for nearly 5 years, the students will sit for this exam that might determine their future. Why do I say 'might' and not 'will'? It is because nothing is certain in this world we live in.

One can be successful in his or her examination but one can never be sure that he or she will succeed in life. SPM does lend a hand in your future, but it is not the determining aspect of one's life because there is more to life. There are other examinations, other challenges and other facets in life that determine one's future.

But all in all, GOOD LUCK TO ALL SPM 2009 CANDIDATES.

MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU

Oh My God...

I am preparing the schedule for next year's examinations and suddenly it dawns on me. We are in the month of November and we are less than 2 months away from 2010. Questions then pop in my mind.

1. What have I achieved this year? Personally and professionally.
2. What have I gained?
3. What have I lost?
4. Why do I waste so much of my time on frivolous matters?
5. Why am I still here?(this is a rhetorical question)
6. How did I manage to survive 11 months in 2009?
7. Why have not I changed for the better?

It is so fascinating that when time is not on our side, you tend to see negative sides of so many things. We are human beings who constantly feel regret. Nevertheless, we are also human beings who are capable of doing many other marvellous things in our lives. As one most famous saying says... IN EVERY CLOUD THERE IS A SILVER LINING... can you see the silver lining in your lives? I can...

Hari Graduasi & Penganugerahan Kecemerlangan 2009

Yesterday I felt so proud and happy. I may not feel how parents feel when they see their children walked up the stage and received their awards for their academic excellence, nonetheless my heart felt warm and happy as I see my students who were so naughty and cheeky when they were 13 years old and now they walked proudly showing to the world what they have achieved.


The stage, the crowd, the music, the atmosphere and the feelings were overwhelming. I simply cherished the feelings I have for these kids. I am proud to be their teacher. Proud that they have become what they are even when I might contribute only 0.00001% of what they are now.

Congratulations to all... May God Bless all of you

I am happy...

Yeah.... after a few weeks of blunder, stress, heartache, pain, anger, confusion and dissatisfaction... I can say that today I am happy as I wait for my mother frying the banana fritters covered with love and affection. Actually they are covered with yummy sesame seeds....


Those confusing feelings are still hovering in my mind and heart... but I can safely say that... being home makes a lot of difference...


Now, I am thinking about my kids in KUSESS. I hope they are as happy as I am even when they are not munching on their mothers' banana fritters. I hope that their parents are there with them right now. I hope they will find something that will make them happy in whatever they are doing.


Have a pleasant and fun weekend kids.... and teachers as well...